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45 days and then I will be there. 45 days and I'm going to throw everything I have at it see what happens. It is truly hard not to dream, hope and wish what will happen. But I will just have to see. Its really is long over due this happening, the time will pass way to fast once I'm there but it will be enough time to know. So 45 days to go. Omg.

I need to remember that things have not change. Even though I have made this choice nothing has changed yet. All I can do is wait on the time passing and see what happens next month. Even though I am trying not to let my thoughts run away with me it still seams to happen. It's hard not to think about things. But I must keep in my head that nothing has not change, not yet.

Its the 1st of August and I for once hope that this months fly's in but at the same time I don't. Yes I know I can't have it both ways so I really do hope that it fly's by. I have never really wanted time to speed up before but this is one month I want to fly by. *smiles*